I can’t put my finger on it
IS this Love?
When you miss someone you just saw yesterday so much your heart hurts,
When the air and the wind remind you of his touch
When you have things he gave you and can’t stop using them, thinking of him
When you go on a wonderful date and all you wanted to do was be around him (succcchhhhh good dates, we went ice skating, and walked around and got desert too, now he’s going to buy me a plane ticket to NYC for a weekend so we can go see something on Broadway)
When you can’t even read a page of text without day dreaming about what he thinks of you and what he’s doing now
then
When you don’t try your best to look nice for him
When you don’t feel that familiar tingling sensation of intimacy but instead sit wondering why you don’t feel it
When he doesn’t kiss you and you’re terrified that if he did you wouldn’t feel anything at all
When you know he won’t try to progress because he knows you’re uncertain
But you’re uncertain because you know his reasons and they don’t feel good enough
And he likes you so much that all the worries in your head about what he thinks of you just feels like lies to mask the fact that you don’t really like him back
It does not have a trembling sensation, I didn’t even know I was falling.
