Update - Reminding myself that I like Quantity
Skip if you hate reading about people’s small detailed lives. This just makes me feel better about wasting a week/semester on doing things that I maybe I can feel even a little proud about.
Arrived in Oakland midnight on Monday, flight was delayed for an hour, but I busying myself with 100 Years of Solitude
Had period, moody about L, pissed that the airport dunk and donuts ran out of cheese melts
Spent mornings with Mum, going to Costco to by less meat foods, lots of talking
Got Hair Cut
Went to visit and got internship at Alameda County General Service - Sustainability
Turned down the Greenlining institute - Summer plan perhaps?
Grades back - REALLY REALLY BAD (but no C’s ^_^;;)
Spent Christmas Eve with Jon
Jealous that L gets to go to a fancy new years party in a hotel plaza and has thrown fancy pants birthday parties
Spent Christmas with Astrid - Kids like me!
Established that I don’t trust L, he needs more friends, is tiring me out, and doesn’t understand the pressure my situation of life puts me in - however if there’s one thing I learned from being depressed though is that it doesn’t take being understood to be loved. Honestly, I don’t really know why I’m with him, beside liking him and missing him a lot *shrug*
L still thinks I’m going to break up with him, family doesn’t even know my name, I’ve been telling everyone to google him
Get eye brows done, have Gained Weight =(
Started wearing retainer again
Went to my mum’s Chinese Baptist Church - the first time they had an English speaker too
Bought Uggs and North Face rain coat and snow coats
Haz dress for Holiday party which I will be baking for fast!
Successfully made Eggnog!
Started working out again - not yet running, but did some light exercises
SHIT need to apply to grants FAST.
I Have Spent sooo much money and I need a job or at least to apply for a loan
